About a Russian woman, who by fate - a fatal disease - is put in a situation of moral choice: to cling to life or to find faith and purify herself before death. Her choice inspires Nadezhda - that is the name of the heroine of the film. The film is about the fate of an ordinary Russian woman, about amazing insights, inexplicable phenomena, the opening of consciousness and the ability to accept one's fate.




A woman driving a car.
A winter forest flashes through the car window.
A woman in a downy shawl is in the back seat.
A landscape with houses in a clearing and windmills.
The film's heroine, Nadezhda, is sitting near a frozen pond.
Sculptures in the courtyard of the houses.
Nadezhda among the sculptures.
A Finnish family having dinner.
The family consists of a Finnish husband and a Russian wife, Tatyana.
Tatyana narrates.
Nadezhda's photographs from her personal archive.
The streets of a small Finnish town.
Tatyana tells how the icon of the Mother of God she brought from Cyprus began to stream myrrh.
Nadezhda shares her impressions.
Nadezhda is bustling about in the kitchen.
Nadezhda narrates.
Family photographs of Nadezhda and her family.
Nadezhda talks about her childhood dreams.
Nadya dances to French pop music.
Nadezhda talks about her trip to the Caribbean and her visit to an island where a figure of the devil was installed, which she touched.
Photos of the island.
Nadezhda shows the deformation of her face where she touched the statue.
The sky above the sea.
Tatyana talks about Nadezhda’s experiences.
Seagulls over the water.
Valaam.
The pier.
The entrance to the monastery.
The procession with the cross on Valaam.
The monastery in New Valaam in Finland.
A service in a Finnish monastery.
The sun in the sky.
Nadezhda talks about it.
Tatyana talks about her path to Orthodoxy.
Jerusalem.
Nadezhda among the pilgrims.
The entrance to the Church of the Resurrection of Christ.
The tomb of the Lord Jesus Christ.
Optina Pustyn.
The bell tower.
An alternation of shots from the lives of monks in Optina Pustyn.
Photos of Nadezhda in Optina Pustyn performing obedience.
The grave of Hieromonk Vasily, to whom Nadezhda came for consolation.
The author’s meeting with the elders of the desert and memories of Nadezhda.
The last shots of Nadezhda.
The faces of the priests after the viewing.
The last shots of Nadezhda, she is going to the monastery.
Farewell to the author and Tatiana before departure.
The train takes Nadezhda away.
Disease, Faith, Sins, Life, Death
Finland Russia Saint Petersburg Kaluga region
Spring Summer